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God's precious gift...Jessica!

2009-11-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

As I was saying earlier, time flies crazy,its hard for me to believe that I'm in the next stage of life, infact, had a double promotion altogether. A wife to my darling husband Paul Rajesh and a mother to my little angel Jessica.

Our marriage was on October 11th 2007, and that was one of the most memorable days of my life. Rajesh and I started our lives like every newly weds do, very excited, commited, happy and content. Life was smooth for us for a month till my husband had to go back to Muscat to rejoin work and process the visa for me to join him. Afterwhich I was lonely, at that point of time no relation around u exist, as if we were the only ones on planet. Not my mum or dad can comfort me. Moreover I was pregnant immediately (I thank God for the precious life He gave us), and that news was some kind of comfort. Later it took 5 months to join Rajesh in Muscat, and I was 5 months pregnant with Jess. That day when I saw hi, after so many months was the other happy moment. Life went on, and we had to prepare ourselves to welcome the baby. The question of me going back to India raised, but I was too adamant and didnt want to leave Rajesh another time. So we (includes parents as well) came to a compromise that I was going to deliver here. Rajesh and I shopped for the baby, preparing our baby bag to take and run to the hospital at the right moment. My grandma came over to help me with the delivery. How greatful am I to her, at such an age (79 yrs), she came all the way here to help me.

The day of labour finally arrived. On 2nd July, early in the morning around 2, my water broke and was rushed to the hospital. And there, since I didnt get any pain, I was induced to get the pain, but was in vain. All of a sudden around 8:50 am, nurses prepared me for an emergency C-section because the baby's heart rate was fading. At that point of time, in panic and anxiety, God was my only comfort. At 9:04 am, Jessica was born, wrapped up in pink, her dad was the first person to see and hold her. What a relief for him. He definitly went through hell wondering if the baby and I were doing well. I was completely out of conscious, and after I woke up, the first thing I asked the nurse was my baby. They carried her in and put her beside me. Oh what a sight, she was the most beautiful baby I've ever seen. Her rosey cheeks, tiny hands and feet, and her cry was so beautiful, I simply could'nt control my tears. I thanked God that moment, and till today, for Jessica.

Now she is 16 moths old, and still God is very gracious and merciful to us. He's taking care of our small family and I am so very grateful to Him. Thank you Jesus for everything!

Too long a break!

2009-11-09T05:16:00.000-08:00

Heyyyy everyone who is reading my blog. Its been ages since I blogged, almost 2 years. The actual reason was, I forgot my id and password to access it :)
Anyways now I'm glad I'm lucky today to remeber it (as it said in facebook that i'm 53% lucky). It worked!
A lottttttttt of things have happened in my life...loads! Firstly, I'm married and its been 2 years and secondly, I HAVE A BABY! shocking is'nt it??? Its definitly a shock to me :) Time flies... And thirdly I'm living in Muscat.
I will stop with this for now...I will keep myself updated in a while.

Had a Blast in PARRA!!

2007-06-25T23:28:00.000-07:00

You must be wondering what is PARRA all about. Well, its a band, a church, a camp in Kerala. I went for this Parra camp, "ZETEO" being the theme for this year which means "SEEK". And we had Matthew 6:33 as our verse for the whole camp.

Around 15 from my church Powerhouse were all excited to leave to Parra on 17th june. We were talking about the fun we had last year and were expecting much more fun this year. This camp was the first one for me so I was all the more excited.

The next day we were all picked up from the station in Tiruvalla and headed to the campsite on a hillock. It was such a beautiful sight to see God's handiworks. Really Kerala is God's own land!! The atmosphere was welcoming and we were greeted by the Parra team! We were showed to the dorms and then we were set for the sessions.

The sessions were a blessing to all . The focus was on Matthew 6:33 (Seek First the Kingdom of God and His Righteousness and All these things shall be Added unto You). "So Seek First the kingdom of God, others are just Kaks"(Kaks=shit.....lol) was always said by Sud's (Sudden),Parra pastor!! That really helped me place God first in everything I do which is a great blessing.

It was amzing to worship God in His own Country!! Apart from the sessions, the outdoor and indoor games definitely needs a mention. It was great to see everyone so muddy and wet after the games (good I didnt play as I am not fit too). Anyways I enjoyed watching it so how much will the participants feel!

And how can I forget the Rock gospel concerts. We had Steeve Vatz, Beneath the Blood and A2J play! We were all head banging right in front of the stage. Thank God our heads are still in place..lolz!!! Our favorite number "Dancing on the head of the serpent" set us on foot to Rock for Jesus!

I didnt have the heart to leave the camp at all. It was the most memorable camp I've been to. ZETEO (Seek) first the Kingdom of God and all will be added unto you! PARRA Rocks!! Way to go guys...Am sure God's using you all greatly for His glory! Waiting for next year already!

Stop the Torture!!

2007-06-12T00:04:00.000-07:00

Its surprising to see how people torture animals. After all they are created by God like us!!
Yesterday, I had to take my doggy DJ to his vet, and my mom and I took an auto. The auto guy was so rude to us because he had to take DJ in his auto, and he demanded more money and used certain words which was hurting.He didnt even consider DJ as another being. That really irritated me. This was just one incident, but there are plenty more.

Killing of stray dogs (thank God its no more a rule,they are left once sterilised, but is it still true) in my college MCC was a heartaching incident. Gypsies are hired to shoot these poor, innocent, lovable beings down. How can people get so inhuman?? Why cant they sterilise it n leave it??

Another day, I saw a monkey in my college campus (as it is a forest),and someone had wound a piece of barbed wire around its tail. The poor creature was running in pain and agony and was bleeding because its skin was peeling off. I could'nt take that incident off my mind. Who would have done such a cruel act? Imagine if someone does the same around you leg or ur hands? How much pain will u be in? Its only because these animals cant talk or they are lower to you, you do this??
These questions are to be answered for sure......

These are jus few examples which made me think but there are milloins of the same incidents..

Please Help save animals because they are a part of you!!
They too are Precious in God's eyes because He created them....
So stop torturing those poor creatures!! And Let them live!

I am perfectly alright!

2007-06-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

I am so excited because I am perfectly healed and its been proved by the scan I took yesterday and also what the doctor said! PRAISE GOD..... HE's been so gracious and loving. A God who will do what He says because He kept promising that He has healed me already and that is so true!! I'm so so happy.

My 2nd Life!! A new beginning

2007-06-07T02:14:00.000-07:00

How can I not talk about what God's done in my life!! Well, I am alive now only by God's grace... Let me explain...
Feb 27th, I was hit by a Scorpio (car) while walking on the road. I was admtted in the hospital and I was unconscious not knowing what had happened to me. I was scanned throughout and I had my shouder bone fractured and my lower lip was cut too but the worse part was I had an internal injury. My pancreas was injured so I was kept under observation. I was on I.V for many weeks, lost like 15kgs and my doctor Deepak Kabir stated "that ur injury was 100% fatal but only your God saved you!! ".... I was shaken on hearing tat and was so grateful to God for giving me back my life. And I believe God has a purpose in my life!
When I was in the hospital for more than 4 weeks, I used to wonder why am I suffering so much. But I later realised that it was my time with God n I got to reconcile with Him, confessing all my sins and pleading for forgiveness.. And my God Jesus was ready to accept all my faults, forgave me a dreadful sinner and gave me life. I had to undergo an operation and the post operative period was dreadful cause I was in pain but God gave me the strength to go through all that.
Now after 3 months I am perfectly alrite by His Grace, and I believe I am a living testimony for what God's done in my life.

A perfect day for a perfect day out!!!

2007-06-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

But here I am sitting at work and am looking out of my window. The skies are grey n cloudy, the wind is nice n chilly, the trees sway gently and the birds chirp sweetly....Wow!! what a day...
I cant believe I am in the middle of summer. My only wish is I want to go out for a picnic or something...rather than working..Let me see..atleast I can imagine a picnic!!
I am going for a long drive to ECR,. with a couple of my friends. We come to this beautiful clearing where we could see the beach..surrounded by casurina trees! We park the car and start walking to the beach..The wind is hitting gently on our faces, and we all enjoy it! We sit on the shore watching the waves hit the shore...The scene is so beautiful that I run to play in the water... My friends joined me too n we play like kids... Fully soaked and salty we come out and lie all exhausted on the shore,..looking up at the skies, a drop of rain falls on me, Whoa!!!! It starts to drizzle... n we start running towards the grove and it starts raining heavily!
All excited, I look out of my window... all is still, the trees,no birds flying........ and NO RAIN as yet!! As said earlier I can just imagine...

Reasons why I started a blog!!!

2007-06-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

Well,to begin with......

1. I hate writing

2. Self punishment that'll get me into the habit of writing....lol

Whatever........